"Scattered wits take a long time picking up; and often, before I had got them well together, they would be dispersed in all directions by one stray thought."
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Reformed blogging
Monday, December 29, 2008
Christmas with the Zubas
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Ashley in Chicago?!
Christmas break begins
Friday, December 12, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
I really like birthdays.
Susanna and I walked together to Starbucks in the fresh snow (the first real snow was on my birthday last year too!). We returned to the floor to find this interesting blue gown I'm wearing in the pictures and the gold crown lying outside the closed dorm door with instructions to put it on, no questions asked. The roommates, dressed in their own finery, had prepared a high tea for us all, with cake too. There were dramatic poetry recitations. It was a festive affair.
On black Friday in Louisville, Clara, Mrs. Stam, visited Good Will and a particularly nice consignment shop looking for gaudy Christmas sweaters. I ended up with a nice sweater and $3 pair of ice skates, which I would call a partial success. (One of these days I'll make it to Chicago.) Clara got an absolutely incredible turquoise sequinned dress. I wish I had a picture. Mrs. Stam considered the Christmas sweater quest a worthy challenge and spent the rest of the afternoon while Clara and I studied ransacking Good Wills and thrift shops across Louisville. She came back with this blue gown and a terrible gold sequinned dress for me as well as ugly Christmas sweaters for both of us. The roommates found the dresses resting on a chair and were inspired. This explains the costumes.
Erin took great pleasure in informing every girl who walked past the room that the gold sequined dress belongs to me. I've never actually tried it on.
Thanksgiving Break
"Resolved" or "Quest for Grace and Poise"
I have developed a bad habit of slouching forward, weighed down with my backpack, while walking very fast around campus. I've decided that I resemble a roadrunner and this must cease. It's probably not healthy, it looks absolutely ridiculous, and I've heard reports that certain roommates have mocked and mimicked.
I'm a little disappointed that better posture makes me walk slower, but I'm fairly determined to look more like a lady and less like a neanderthal or a bird.
Keep me accountable. It won't be easy.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
The paper bag costume
The fateful day was November 22, 1995, the day before Thanksgiving when I was in first grade. Tradition at my little Christian school dictated that students dress as Pilgrims or Indians on the half day before break. The morning culminated in a program in which Pilgrims and Indians and a few turkeys performed skits and sang Thanksgiving songs before an audience of proud parents. All of us students looked forward to that Wednesday with great anticipation, our excitement about a holiday heightened by the fact that we could wear costumes instead of following the strict dress code. I especially was looking forward to the day because I had just come to the school in March of kindergarten so this was to be my first Thanksgiving program.
I was excited about my costume on Tuesday night. My mother had created it out of a few old brown paper shopping bags turned inside out to hide the ShopRite logo. She trimmed the hem of the costume into fringes, and I think I remember coloring patterns of beads on it with crayons. I probably had a headdress of drooping paper feathers taped to a headband, my wispy blonde hair in two thin braids. My first qualms about my costume came when my mother drove into the parking lot to drop me off at school. Other minivans were disgorging little Indians bedecked in what appeared to be genuine buckskin decorated with hundreds of little colorful beads. They carried bows and arrows and crept noiselessly down hallways. I crinkled as I walked.
Much of the misery of that day is mercifully forgotten. I do remember sitting on the edge of the stage trying to keep as still as possible so as to avoid crinkling. The rest of my classmates were off playing Pilgrim and Indian games, admiring costumes, and comparing the authenticity of each others' headdresses and moccasins. First graders are experts on all things. If my mother had been such an expert as my classmates in proper Indian garb, I might not have found myself covering my face with my hands to hide my tears of embarrassment and self-pity. As it was, the well-intentioned fifth and sixth grade girls could do little comfort me. It is no good being cute, when one only wants to look like an Indian.
Friday, November 28, 2008
Is this what it's all about?
The following is from the Washington Post Style Invitational contest that asked readers to submit "instructions" for something (anything), but written in the style of a famous person. the winning entry was The Hokey Pokey (as written by William Shakespeare).
O proud left foot, that ventures quick within
Then soon upon a backward journey lithe.
Anon, once more the gesture, then begin:
Command sinstral pedestal to writhe.
Commence thou then the fervid Hokey-Poke,
A mad gyration, hips in wanton swirl.
To spin! A wilde release from Heavens yoke.
Blessed dervish! Surely canst go, girl.
The Hoke, the poke - banish now thy doubt
Verily I say, 'tis what it's all about.
-- by "William Shakespeare"
written by Jeff Brechlin, Potomac Falls, Maryland, and submitted by Katherine St. John
Thursday, November 27, 2008
I'm thankful for the substitutionary atonement.
by Keith Getty and Stuart Townsend
My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who bore my pain;
Who plumbed the depths of my disgrace
And gave me life again;
Who crushed my curse of sinfulness
And clothed me in His light
And wrote His law of righteousness
With pow'r upon my heart.
My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who walks beside;
Who floods my weaknesses with strength
And causes fears to fly;
Whose ev'ry promise is enough
For ev'ry step I take,
Sustaining me with arms of love
And crowning me with grace.
My heart is filled with thankfulness
To him who reigns above,
Whose wisdom is my perfect peace,
Whose ev'ry thought is love.
For ev'ry day I have on earth
Is given by the King;
So I will give my life, my all,
To love and follow him.
I'm spending Thanksgiving this year with the Stam family in Kentucky. After the feast, we gathered to sing some thanksgiving hymns (I got to lead on the piano!) including this one by Keith Getty and Stuart Townsend. Chip said they wrote it in response to their observation that expressions of thankfulness overwhelmingly tend to be about temporal things.
I'm thankful that since the very beginning of freshman year I've been a member of a body of believers where the truth of the gospel is preached faithfully. I am reminded in church, in Bible study, in small group, with friends, to be filled with thankfulness that Jesus Christ took my sins on the cross and gave me His perfect righteousness. My God is a prodigal God - a reckless spendthrift extending grace and love. (Tim Keller)
I'm thankful for more temporal things too (such as but not limited to) . . .
Telly's graduation
Wheaton College
dogs, specifically Digby, Barnabas, and Paton
the families of those dogs
tea
mechanical pencils
J.S. Bach
ipods
mittens
seasons
dark chocolate
my roommates who love me in spite of my foibles
friends that help me with computer troubles without complaint
professors that write me into full classes
that my Grandpa married Jane Stam
family
skype
gmail
blogger
the red Trinity hymnal
I'm thankful that I accidentally left my Bible at church last year at Thanksgiving so that I had to buy a little one that slips really easily into my backpack.
And I'm thankful that this list can never be complete.
His mercies never come to an end;
They are new every morning;
Great is your faithfulness.
"The Lord is my portion," says my soul,
"therefore I will hope in Him."
Lamentations 3:22-24
Monday, November 17, 2008
A confession
Let me qualify that by adding that I always love meals with my roommates, I do enjoy the saga dates I have (sharing a meal is usually the best way to catch up with friends), and eating every meal alone every day would be depressing. But the truth remains, I like to eat alone. It doesn't bother me when every one else in saga is eating dinner with friends. And while I appreciate the gesture, I don't always want to join people.
I really like being alone in my thoughts, free to muse without the guilt of knowing I should be studying or paying attention. There's not enough time alone at college. Studying doesn't count. I look at the few moments of peace during a solitary meal the way I looked at my commute in Clyde to high school. I relish it.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Worthy of sharing
In Complete Renunciation
Please let me have
a ten room house
adjacent to campus.
Six bed rooms
two and a half baths
formal dining room
fireplace
family room
screen porch
two car garage
well maintained.
And let it pass through the eye of a needle.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
It's better.
On a Wednesday a year ago at this time I would probably be at saga, enjoying a bro-sis dinner, but dreading the rest of the evening of attempting aural skills dictation. Wednesday nights were agonizing. We'd have to listen to say, twelve to twenty measures of music, and then notate it. Prof Leigh wouldn't so much as tell us what key it was in, much less what note it started on until I went to his office to beg his reconsideration. I'd stay up far into the wee hours of the morning. It makes me shudder just to remember. (Some people found dictation easy, perhaps even fun. I consider this further proof that being an English major is a good idea for me.)
Yesterday was Tuesday. I'm pretty sure I had piano lessons with Mr. Zimmerman on Tuesdays last year, making that a rough day too. (Incidentally, I also had piano lessons on Tuesday in high school, but that made Tuesday a very good day back then.) This year I have organ lessons with Dr. Zimmerman (a totally different man) on the Edman Chapel organ, way up by the pipes. (If I were a good organist, I'd remember what that place is called.) It's pretty sweet.
Today was a beautiful day in the low seventies. I went for a long walk with Barnabas, happily kicking up fallen leaves, and hung out with him on Blanchard lawn for longer than I probably should have. I wouldn't have enjoyed that so much on November 5 last year, when temperatures were the lowest they had been in seven months. (Seriously. I looked it up here.)
In a little under an hour, I'll be headed to Bible Study, but when I get back I'll be facing another terrifying creative writing assignment due tomorrow at 8:30 am. I'm just glad it's not dictation.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Craziness
me: Hey, Caleb.
him: What'sup, Crazy.
I'm not sure how I earned this nickname. I may be odd, but I'm not particularly crazy. I like it anyway.
College students are supposed to do crazy things. I have a sister who tried to spend a night on Pierce Chapel and a father who drove his Morris Mini Miner around the gymnasium. My roommate and a friend took the 5:47 am train into Chicago to buy intelligentsia coffee and a muffin and were back before their 9:15 class.
My craziness for the month of October was to observe "Octofu" with a few friends. We were vegetarians for the month, though I broke it by necessity over fall break and for a couple meals off campus. Be not concerned, we were all careful to get plenty of protein, and frankly we were probably more healthy than usual.
Humorously, half a week into Octofu it was my organ teacher's birthday, and as is tradition the studio took him out to his favorite restaurant, Famous Dave's. Famous Daves is a barbecue place. But I managed. I'm pretty proud of that.
Now it's November, and I can eat meat again, so this morning when my friend Susanna and I walked to the French Market in downtown Wheaton I sampled buffalo meat without compunction. It tastes like beef, as well as I can remember. :)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Reformation Polka
This was performed before Bible Study today in anticipation of Reformation day this Friday. Luther would have been proud:
When I was just ein junger Mann I studied canon law;
While Erfurt was a challenge, it was just to please my Pa.
Then came the storm, the lightning struck, I called upon Saint Anne,
I shaved my head, I took my vows, an Augustinian! Oh…
Chorus:
Papal bulls, indulgences, and transubstantiation
Speak your mind against them and face excommunication!
Nail your theses to the door, let’s start a Reformation!
Papal bulls, indulgences, and transubstantiation!
When Tetzel came near Wittenberg, St. Peter’s profits soared,
I wrote a little notice for the All Saints’ Bull’tin board:
“You cannot purchase merits, for we’re justified by grace!
Here’s 95 more reasons, Brother Tetzel, in your face!” Oh…
They loved my tracts, adored my wit, all were exempleror;
The Pope, however, hauled me up before the Emperor.
“Are these your books? Do you recant?” King Charles did demand,
“I will not change my Diet, Sir, God help me here I stand!” Oh…
[Chorus]
Duke Frederick took the Wise approach, responding to my words,
By knighting “George” as hostage in the Kingdom of the Birds.
Use Brother Martin’s model if the languages you seek,
Stay locked inside a castle with your Hebrew and your Greek! Oh…
[Chorus]
Let’s raise our steins and Concord Books while gathered in this place,
And spread the word that ‘catholic’ is spelled with lower case;
The Word remains unfettered when the Spirit gets his chance,
So come on, Katy, drop your lute, and join us in our dance! Oh…
Chorus:
Papal bulls, indulgences, and transubstantiation -
Speak your mind against them and face excommunication!
Nail your theses to the door, let’s start a Reformation!
Papal bulls, indulgences, and transubstantiation!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Not of the lunchroom elite
I liked my lunch box when I first saw it. It was a square, metal lunch box with a red plaid design. My mother told me it was the same lunch box that my oldest sister Elizabeth had brought to kindergarten sixteen years before, and I was proud of that. Looking back, I wouldn't be too surprised if it were the same one my mother herself had used. It was vintage fifties - the kind that Beaver Cleaver took to school. But this was the nineties, and I didn't have it because it was cool. I had it because it was practical. That was the lunch box we had, so that was the lunch box I would use.
All was fine until I brought it to school and discovered that I couldn't open it. The old, stiff metal clasp defied my little fingers. Frustrated and embarrassed, I timidly enlisted the help of my classmates. I still remember the shame I felt when one of them, as unsuccessful as myself, informed me that it was an old fashioned lunch box - the kind one could only buy in an antiques store. It's strange to me now the alienation that lunch box inflicted on me for the days, or weeks that I used it. It wouldn't now. Little children are cruel. And I was insecure.
My mother bought me a new lunch box. It wasn't practical to have one I couldn't open.
It's a rough draft still. I don't think I've successfully communicated the alienation I felt in kindergarten at Washington - the lunch box was to be, in a way, symbolic of that. But then again, that falls apart because getting a new lunch box didn't improve my social situation much.
I'm not very pleased with the last four or five sentences of the last paragraph, but I'll worry about working through that later.
I'm not sure the last couple sentences are entirely just. I'm sure the fact that I couldn't open the lunch box wasn't the only reason my mother bought me a new one.
I perused google for vintage 1950s tin lunch boxes and found this which made me laugh:
In the grade school lunchrooms of the fifties and sixties, a lunch box carried more than the weight of a tuna fish sandwich and a carton of milk. A box adorned with Barbie, the Beatles, or Hopalong Cassidy placed the child squarely with the lunchroom elite, while a dull red plaid revealed a child who was obviously not in control of his or her parents.
And then there's this one, even less polished:
I switched schools six months into kindergarten. I had friends then and a new lunchbox, but lunchroom elitism wasn't over.
Heather's mom almost always closed her thermos too tightly. Heather was the strongest of us girls, and when she couldn't open it she'd pass it to the boys. They usually faired little better. Heather would raise her hand, and the teachers, who tired of this far sooner than the rest of us, would come to try their hand at opening the thermos. All of us students watched in eager anticipation of what would usually follow. Almost inevitably, they'd have to excuse her to take the thermos down to our principal, Mr. Prol, to open. We all watched her leave, enviously. I'm quite sure now that Heather never told her mom the thermos was closed too tightly. The prestige she gained among her peers was worth the cost of our teachers' disapprobation.
My mother, however unaware she was of the miseries a strange lunchbox gave me, was unfailingly conscientious about not closing my thermos too tightly whenever she packed me a hot lunch. The affliction that brought me alienation and embarrassment at Washington Elementary School never blessed me with distinction or prestige at my new school. I was not of the lunchroom elite.
I was hoping this excerpt were a little funnier - bring out the absurdity of what brings social status and distinction even among children. It could use work.
I'm finding this creative writing class increasingly difficult. Affirmation or criticism is always greatly appreciated!
For the Record
When I was twelve or so, there was one summer in British Columbia where the cousins played ultimate frisbee many evenings, and I was actually quite good at it. This was apparently some sort of fluke for it was short-lived. Except for a few wonderful moments in high school gym class once, it has been clear that my glory days began and ended on that field in Duncan. (Being short is not an advantage in this game, I might add.)So I was greatly delighted and amused to find myself tagged in this picture taken during the College Group Fall Break Retreat ultimate frisbee game. I'm such an athlete. Pictures can't lie, right?
Friday, October 17, 2008
Cheap and Tawdry
Oriental Trading catalog brought much-needed levity to an exhausted suite last night.
There are four pages of "Happy Birthday Jesus!" materials (Without a comma. It kills me.)
including party hats, rubber duckies, and a six foot tall vinyl jumbo inflatable birthday cake.
Two pages of "joyful gifts with a resounding message of faith". Sound the Horn, He is Born!
Here's a favorite: Nativity magic cubes. Huh?
Angel Rubber Duckies.
Nativity Rubber Duckies.
Jingle for Jesus Bell Pins - These jolly resin and metal pins are a fun way to wish your Bible group "Merry Christmas"
"Jesus Loves You Snow Much Jingle Bell Ornaments"
Religious candy.
Wow.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
It covers my next-best alternative.
This might be my least favorite place on campus. I face this stairway every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 11:35 on the way to my microeconomics class. My body, weighed down by a heavy backpack and weak, especially this week, with sleep deprivation, starts hurting by the fifteenth step, and then I've still got ten to go. But I've decided that the marginal benefits of taking this class far outweigh this marginal cost. I'm not sure what I did before I could throw terms into conversation like "opportunity costs" and "next-best alternative" and "weighing the marginal costs and benefits" and "trade-offs" and "substitutes" and "comparative advantage." It's fun. I must be a nerd.
I was wait-listed for this class, but Dr. P.J. Hill was willing to write me in after I visited him in his office. I admitted I didn't "need" the class. There are "substitutes", you see, but I'm so glad he let me in anyway. He's such an interesting, engaging professor. I'm really grateful to be having this class at this time. He's spent a few class periods talking about the economic crisis. I'm not as clueless as I would be if I weren't in that class.
He's also just plain cool. He owns a ranch out in Montana that he will shortly be retiring to. Last week came to class dressed in carhartts, flannel shirt, cow-boy boots, and hat and lassoed the late comers. Then we learned about why a rancher and a farmer would benefit most from trade with each other if they specialized, thereby making the most of their comparative advantage.
The opportunity cost of writing more is growing too high as there are reading assignments I should get to.
Free Delivery! See page 2 for details.
A few weeks ago I got a little package in CPO that claimed "Great Bible Adventures for Kids!" Inside was a puzzle of Noah's Ark with a few sentences of the story on the back of each square puzzle piece. Fun.
On Tuesday it was a catalog for some Christian publishing company.
Today it was "Highlights Puzzle Buzz - Keeps your Child Happy, Busy, and Feeling Proud!" and "Oriental Trading: Celebrating 75 years of fun. Inspirations: A Celebration of Faith." This last catalog boasts "Heaven-sent Values to Celebrate and Inspire!" I kid you not. Do you think I should buy Mini "Happy Birthday Jesus" Bubble Bottles? They'll make great stocking stuffers. Or perhaps a classic executive pen with cross medallions for a "thoughtful gift."
I see my CPO box is full and I think I have letters and pack slips galore. Alas.
But this is fun too.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
This is new.
It's humbling.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Psalm 90:17
Here are the letters and a picture of Telly in harness. The first is a form letter, the second from her instructor.
Dear Carol,
I am happy to inform you that Telly has completed her training at The Seeing Eye. She has had many hours of instruction to become a dog guide and I know how proud you are of her.
A month prior to leaving The Seeing Eye, Telly was placed with a 58 year old woman from Massachusetts, who is self-employed. Telly is her second dog guide from The Seeing Eye and I know she will succeed in the challenging life ahead as a working guide and companion for her new owner.
Enclosed is a picture of Telly in harness taken at The Seeing Eye. I know that you will be delighted to have the snapshot as a memento of the time you shared together.
On behalf of all of us at the Seeing Eye, I want to thank you for raising Telly. Your role in The Seeing Eye Puppy Raising Program is essential to the success of our school, and the patience, love and devotion that you provided established the background upon which her skills as a dog guide were built.
Again, we thank you for the outstanding job that you have done in preparing Telly for a career as a dog guide. Through your work with her, you have brought independence, mobility, and joy into another blind person's life.
Sincerely,
Douglas S. Roberts
Director of Programs
Dear Carol,
I am very proud to inform you that Telly has been placed with a woman in Boston. Telly's new owner is retired, but still lives a very active lifestyle with her family, and within her community. She is thrilled with Telly and her guide work.
Telly was an absolute pleasure to train. She was always eager and willing to work and learn. She understood the importance of the work, which she went about in her own cautious and caring way. I greatly appreciated both her sensitive and gentle nature, and the trust she showed me. Telly was always up for whatever the daily challenge may have been in training. I enjoyed every day with this special girl.
I would like to thank you and your family for all of the time and love you dedicated to raising Telly. You should be extremely proud of your efforts and of Telly. She has worked very hard to become a great Seeing Eye Dog.
Sincerely,
Brian McKenna
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Son of Encouragement
This is so cool!
A Wreath
A wreathed garland of deserved praise,
Of praise deserved, unto thee I give,
I give to thee, who knowest all my wayes,
My crooked winding wayes, wherein I live,
Wherein I die, not live: for life is straight,
Straight as a line, and ever tends to thee,
To thee, who are more farre above deceit,
Then deceit seems above simplicitie.
Give me simplicitie, that I may live,
So live and like, that I may know, thy wayes,
Know them and practise them: then shall I give
For this poore wreath, give thee a crown of praise.
Notice the way the form meets the subject matter. The end of each line is repeated at the beginning of the next to bring to mind the way boughs would be overlapped and bent into the form of a wreath. And (this is so cool!) the last line parallels the first line. The poem comes full circle, like a wreath, so to speak.
Wow.
I like this one too.
has shuffled off this mobile cell.
He's not talking any more,
but he has a lot to answer for.
~ Henry Taylor
"shuffled off this mobile cell" is, of course, an allusion to the line in Hamlet's famous soliloquy, "when we have shuffled off this mortal coil."
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Oh yeah, I do have a blog.
The computer is in fine shape. I now have an external hard drive, and you should have one too. And even better than getting that, was being surprised with Burt's Bees chapstick in CPO from a friend in New Jersey. Thanks so much, Karen!
Life has been full. There just doesn't seem to be enough time to do all I want to and need to. I wish the bare minimum of getting assignments complete didn't take so much time. I'd get more out of Creative Writing class if I wrote and read more. I'd learn more from Old Testament Survey if I did a little extra reading. The class is wonderful, but I'm quite sure Dr. Walton's not always right. . .
And there are always yearbook responsibilities and organ practicing too often neglected. (Yes, I'm taking organ lessons!)
There have been some fun things too - a Phil Keaggy concert; ushering for first artist series concert; a pig roast; a visit with Jonathan, Craig, and Rachel; an organ concert; small group starting up again; long walks with three lovely dogs; a required, but interesting lecture on Messiaen last night; a phone call from Ashley a few minutes ago.
This was a fairly bland post, but perhaps it'll get me over the hump, and I'll have dozens of intelligent, provocative, or humorous things to write about. Here's hoping. I keep telling people I like creative non-fiction writing.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
It's kinda been a rough week.
This was a bit of a traumatic experience, but the more I think about it, the less I can complain. I've had awfully good help and in losing all this I'm reminded that it's all earthly, fleeting stuff anyway. Granted I'm not always good at remembering that, so I'm also comforted that lots of my pictures are online, some papers are in my e-mail, and my music is back in NJ.
Meet the Suite
Monday, September 1, 2008
An excursion on exertion
Sunday, August 31, 2008
The Return of the Student
Friday, August 22, 2008
Found. . .
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Now That's Class
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Style and Class
Saturday, August 16, 2008
kind of like My Cousin Vinny
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I can't resist sharing
Now this might seem a trivial thing to mention, considering the gravity of the subject, but I truly don't feel it is. We were very pious children from pious households in a fairly pious town, and this affected our behavior considerably. Once, we baptized a litter of cats. They were dusty little barn cats just steady on their legs, the kind of waifish creatures that live their anonymous lives keeping the mice down and have no interest in humans at all, except to avoid them. But the animals all seem to start out sociable, so we were always pleased to find new kittens prowling out of whatever cranny their mother had tried to hide them in, as ready to play as we were. It occurred to one of the girls to swaddle them up in a doll's dress - there was only one dress, which was just as well since the cats could hardly tolerate a moment in it and would have to have been unswaddled as soon as they were christened in any case. I myself moistened their brows, repeating the full Trinitarian formula.Their grim old crooked-tailed mother found us baptizing away by the creek and began carrying her babies off by the napes of their necks, one and then another. We lost track of which was which but we were fairly sure that some of the creatures had been borne away still in the darkness of paganism, and that worried us a good deal. So finally I asked my father in the most offhand way imaginable what exactly would happen to a cat if one were to, say, baptize it. He replied that the Sacraments must always be treated and regarded with the greatest respect. That wasn't really an answer to my question. We did respect the Sacraments, but we thought the whole world of those cats. I got his meaning, though, and I did no more baptizing until I was ordained. (21-22)
I had an interesting talk this morning with Mr. Schmidt, T's father. It seems he overheard some inappropriate language. I'd overheard it, too, in fact, since it has been the favorite joke between the two of you for the last week. I'll admit I didn't see the need to object. We said the same thing when we were children and emerged unscathed, I believe. One of you asks, in a naive and fluting voice, AB, CD goldfish? And the other replies in the deepest voice he can muster, a voice full of worldliness and scorn, L, MNO goldfish! And then outrageous and extravagant laughter. (It is the L, need I say, that has disturbed Mr. Schmidt.) That young man was very earnest, and I had a terrible time keeping a straight face. I said gravely that, in my experience, it is better not to attempt too strict an isolation of children, that prohibition loses its force if it is invoked too generally. He finally deferred to my white hair and my vocation, though he did ask me twice if I was a Unitarian.I told Mr. Boughton about this, and he said, "I have ong fet that etter ought to be excuded from the aphabet." Then he laughed, tickled with himself. (68)
In writing this, I notice the care it costs me not to use certain words more than I ought to. I am thinking about the word "just." I almost wish I could have written that the sun just shone and the tree just glistened, and the water just poured out of it and the girl just laughed - when it's used that way it does indicate a stress on the word that follows it, and a particular pitch of the voice. People talk that way when they want to call attention to a thing existing in excess of itself, so to speak, a sort of purity or lavishness, at any rate something ordinary in kind but exceptional in degree. So it seems to me at the moment. There is something real signified by that word "just" that proper language won't acknowledge. . .I am also inclined to overuse the word "old," which actually has less to do with age, as it seems to me, than it does with familiarity. It sets a thing apart as something regarded with a modest, habitual affection. Sometimes it suggests haplessness or vulnerability. I say "old Boughton," I say "this shabby old town," and I mean that they are very near my heart. (28)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Unfortunate but true

I remembered another thing that amused me. Every week we bought huge quantities of bread for sandwiches at the work site. We bought the bread in Mexico. The brand? Bimbo. And apparently bimbo sponsors the Mexican soccer team because I'd often see guys in jerseys with "BIMBO" printed across the front.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
The Zuba Boys
Friday, August 8, 2008
A few things that amused me
- Each Friday evening we had share night. One such time a 5 year old girl took the mike. She said that she cried when it was time to leave home, but she ended up enjoying the week because it "wasn't as sad as I imagined it would be". I hope she didn't mind that we were all laughing. The staff wants to add a new shirt to the t-shirt shack: "Isaiah 55 - not as sad as you imagined."
- Just before reaching the Mexican border each week I saw a huge billboard advertising Burger King with this slogan: "Banos limpios - hasta para un rey" (clean bathrooms - fit for a king) Only in the valley.
- In Mexico, bathrooms are marked with "W.C." which of course has no meaning in Spanish.
- The Spanish word for "espresso" is "expresso." But "x" is pronounced like an "s" in Spanish. I don't know when the word entered their vocabulary, but I can't help but wonder if this bizarre spelling is based on some American's mangled pronunciation.





